To the people that commented, thanks for your input. I'm glad to know that people have actually enjoyed reading about my life. Over the last almost-two-years, I've poured everything out into this journal. I've opened myself up to the world. I've held absolutely nothing back. That has to change, though. At the current moment, I don't feel comfortable anymore sharing my private life with the world. I've lived a rollercoaster life over the last three years. Now, I just need to take a step back and figure out what the hell I'm doing.

As for Kera, I love her so incredibly much. I want to spend eternity with her. Ever since I was a young boy, I've dreamed of finding that special one, getting married, starting a family, and living a happy life. I truly felt that Kera was my dream come true. I still believe that, too. She is her own person though and is capable of making her own decisions. If she wants time apart from me, then I have no choice but to respect that. That does not make her a bitch or a bad person. Just like any other person on this planet, she's doing what she feels that she has to do in order to figure things out and be happy. If her happiness doesn't involve me, then that's just a hard fact of life that I must deal with. I wish Kera the best and I give her all of the love in the world that I have to offer.
Ever since her and I first started talking, years ago, I've grown closer and closer to her. I feel in love with her. We've grown together over the last couple of years, especially during the last year. I don't wanna lose her, but a guy can't always get what a guy wants. All I can do is hope for the best.

So, until I can get my head back straight, I'm gonna take an indefinite hiatus from writing in here. I need to keep things to myself and to those close to me. The world's gonna have to take a little break from the Book of Dave. I hope to return to you all as a very happy person with a bright future ahead of me. But, as of right now, I'm miserable and unsure of where I'm heading. Until that changes, I wish all of you happiness in your lives. Thanks for reading. -Dave Travis